Sunday, April 15, 2012

The Old Me (he wasn't very pretty, but he knew how to write depressing lyrics)

07/10/11-Love and hate are such similar feelings, I often can't tell the difference between the two. Because when I think of love I think of you, but when I think of hate I think of you too.


07/23/11-You are happiness
i am alone
she is sorrow.
My life use to have happiness,
now it has sorrow.
I still think about happiness often, but id rather have sorrow than just be alone.


08/22/11-I look around to lie. But when I close my eyes I die, caged in my head. My feeling feeling is dead, but you keep me alive. I hate you.


08/15/11-This virus, this leech that makes me so alone. My speech fades to a drone for all people except for my own. The only calm to fix this storm, the only heat to make this warm, is you. 

12/05/11-Scratch the back of my eyes,
The words in my silence are telling lies.
I feel like a joke, but you would know I'm broken. (Broken hearted!)

Bones as soul, soul as heart. My life you have torn apart, and shoved it down my throat to infect me.
With every breath, i Burn my lungs, trying to hold back jealous screams. Your still in my dreams.
 
  
 Just get out, out of my head. I wanna be dead. But then you will be gone, and I can't die twice
 
Your calling me back, attack attack! Pull my heart out, your glance makes me shout!
I feel so dead


12/21/11-I fold my paper heart and give it to you, yeah it's got a few tares but I hope it will do. I told you I'd never leave, and that promise will keep, even though my bodies' in a box six feet deep. I love you and you know it.

12/27/11-Give me some rage, then lock me in a cage. Don't listen to me shout, some demons might come out they might try to break your bones just to here that snapping tone. The demons won't hurt me.

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